...as gifts. And somehow, somewhere halfway through reading, it always feels like it was written in a specific manner of touching the deepest part of me. Relatable, weirdly. 

First things first.

I absolutely love love love Sparks' books because he portrays love the way it should be. The way every girl dream how love should be. Including, yours truly. It's just simply beautiful, and sweet. And sometimes I just find myself thinking about how it would be if I gave it a chance. 

Maybe I would, maybe I won't. Either way, it would undoubtedly be something to remember for the rest of my life. It's not everyday that someone who fits every single missing puzzle piece comes walking into your life and gives you that strong momentum. An ultimatum that sends you hurtling down the corners of your vulnerability and finding that the you don't break so easily anymore. I hear about physical pain caused by that heartbreak you feel. Chest pains. Silent tears every night before sleep. 

I didn't believe something like that existed. Like. 

Come on. Physical pain just because of your emotions? No way.

Yes way. And this is why I hate, hate thinking about it because it hurts. Everytime someone asks, "why not?", I don't know what to say. WHY NOT? I don't even know why the hell not. Maybe it's insecurity, or fear of being hurt again. I don't know. But it's just so sad sometimes to know that something like this won't ever happen again. Once in a lifetime, once in love.Yet you're violently pushing it away.

Why the hell not?

At the end of the day, I realize I hurt because of myself. The things in life that you just want to experience so badly but you can't cause you can't figure out, why the hell not. Because I think I'm happy the way things are. Because I don't deserve someone like you. Maybe. Sweet isn't even sufficient enough a word to describe the heart. Exactly like a character out of a Sparks' book, more like it. Yes, a fairytale prince, whatever you call it. Words and sentences you don't often hear coming out from the male population these days. 

Classic, well uttered, eye to eye. A guy girls meet only in books, but in real life, only once in a lifetime.

Why not?

Dear you, 

Thank you for everything. Find your princess soon.

I know you hate hearing me say this, but you deserve better.

Thank you.

Safe Haven, coming on the 14th of February.

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