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soliloquy; ephemeral landings
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Posted on Wednesday, 1 May 2013 @ Wednesday, May 01, 2013
May's here. The rest of the 4 months I've spent seems like a memory away, but I cherished it, nevertheless.
Exam's coming up next week, and as usual I feel unprepared. But who to blame, but myself? So anyways, I've been really home and away from blogging. Writings have been put on hold due to the crazy busy-busy bee weeks previously. I apologize. However, this month I have decided (and hopefully will achieve) on a few "life-turning" changes that I will (optimistically speaking) apply in my life. Five decisions, five changes. The last one may be a little hard, because my History teacher is a pain in the ass. Sigh, sigh. And the seating arrangement in my class has been altered, thus resulting in me being the hot target of teachers. Yes, the middle group, in the front row, with the middle seat. I'm like freakin evil-stares away from the teachers (not all, just History) or must I say, HER. No belle.
MUST. STAY. STRONG.
Sigh.So recently, I have also been stalking (and stabbing myself) over pretty pictures taken by professional photographers, and finding that I like the idea of capturing a moment and sharing it with the world. Therefore, that has got me thinking, in a million ways but one, of why I have ever -in the first place- entered science-stream. Too late for regrets now. Man, I'm not even sure of what I wanna be when I grow up. Journalist? Mass Comm courses? I am so screwed. I must figure out something, A.S.A.P. And also, insecurity has been going on really hard these few days. Them beautiful, beautiful girls I can never be *runs to the corner of a dark room and cries* oh kill me now. Maybe not. I still wanna live. To end this post, here's a li'l something I've been working on :) Because life has given me a place to live, and a heart to love. Life is unfair, but sometimes if you look closely, there's always a silver lining, a gold dime that's waiting to be found. At the right time, in the perfect moment. I love the way you make me smile, the way you make me laugh. Though it will be a wait, a restriction of expression and feelings before we finally can run across the fields. With the sun shining on our hair, with nights so cold but somehow warm, and watch it turn into the best moment of our lives. Hand in hand. And as we lie down on the grass, in that perfect moment we'll call our own, I'll turn to you and say:
" Hey you, I'm glad I found you. "
This piece has been inspired by a book I've read, my hopelessly romantic soul and quirks ;)
Be nice to us all, May. Be nice to us all.
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