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soliloquy; ephemeral landings
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Posted on Tuesday, 25 November 2014 @ Tuesday, November 25, 2014
Sometimes it bothers me that I have this astounding ability to keep lethal emotions to myself. It's not something I'm entirely proud of or volunteering for with my hand in the air. It just happens, and some days it feels oddly soothing. Nights have seen me kill, burn and bury. I tend to run away from the truth at times, allowing myself to wallow in self pity and regret just to find myself, minute later in utter frustration and disappointment at the decisions made prior to that very minute.No regrets, never. Stupid lies I tell myself. I find myself sickeningly hating the fact that I cannot brush off judgement passed down to me. Especially the bad ones. They sear, crush and torment. Ignorance is bliss, indeed. Ignorance is a beautiful thing in certain avenues, an alluring poison in times of harsh reality. Demon battles, everyday. You put up sword fights and shield yourself from a sky of burning arrows, but it never goes away. A brave front is a good mask, a fantastic façade. It's ugly pretense, but there's nothing much you can do. It will do. |
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