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soliloquy; ephemeral landings
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Posted on Sunday, 26 April 2015 @ Sunday, April 26, 2015
I'm so baffled by what has happened in the recent weeks. It's like I've been yanked out more than ever and put in a place I don't even know where to walk to or stay at. I don't normally fancy making a big deal out of things because what's the point, right? But lately I've been gasping for air and stifling tears and I really don't know how much longer I can stand up without wanting to fall to the ground and cry. I want to be strong for everybody, but I no longer can. Things just get too much and I don't know how else to keep it all in place. I don't know how I pulled through a year.It's not just about where I am or what I'm studying now. I don't know. I cannot comprehend the rate of how things are going now, how everything seems to build up on my tension and frustration. It's hard enough disallowed from being what I want to be, hard enough being pinned down for mistakes everyone else does just the same. It's hard enough being rejected countless times for opinions I fought for tirelessly. But it's okay. It will pass. |
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