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soliloquy; ephemeral landings
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Posted on Friday, 24 July 2015 @ Friday, July 24, 2015
Hello! :)This month was a fairly exciting month, mainly because we celebrated two birthdays - Mel's and Pam's. Unfortunately, Mel was not home during the day of her birthday because she was still in Miri for her finals but we sent her a video. I would've loved to post it up here, but maybe some things are more special when it's kept to ourselves.
Using throwback pictures just make me realise how spending time with my friends is a rare luxury. Now that we all are heading towards different paths leading towards the future, our chill out moments mean so much more than before. Also, I feel like my mom feels the same way about this (I hope) and I've noticed that she has been more lenient on allowing my to go out with my friends - given the fact that during high school I was rarely allowed to go out in fear of getting myself stuck in drug dealing or sex romps- and I appreciate her very much for that.
It's a really simple cake to make, and it was really fun too! It was a bit on the sweet side because it was our second attempt. Hopefully in the future it'll turn out just right.
It was really funny in the process of setting up the surprise because Pam's a really light sleeper (according to Tiana, she swears it's true) and we had to stifle our laughter when a balloon flew out of someone's hand or that we were so, so in panic if we didn't set it all up in time. Turns out we decided on waking Pam up in her room, softly singing the birthday song under our breaths because we didn't want to bother the neighbours. Somehow along the lines of singing I swear we sounded like we were in a ritual because imagine waking up to a group of 8 singing softly under their breaths in a semi-dark room. But we did it! And caught Pam pretty much surprised and maybe embarrassed because Pres and Alan were there and
WELL. Long story short, we left Pam to change and waited for her downstairs.
   
In life, when you find friends that share the moments in life with you without expecting anything in return, who find that who you are at heart and what you have is second to actually being there for you, you keep them. These people are the ones I'll come back to no matter what happens, no matter how far we lose sight of each other. I think we've all been through a fair share of rocky friendship moments, but then again, what's a strong ship without surviving a few casualties at sea?
But anyways.
2015 short note because through the years, we'll have new things to say to each other again!
To Pamela,
Thank you for always being the one to laugh at my ridiculous thinking ever since we were 16, to being the one who's always been there to listen to the things I tell that some people would find either confusing or crazy. You're strong on the inside, stronger than anyone would ever expect. Keep being the one to always be a little bit more #positive than I would ever be, because if it wasn't for you all this #positivity would never be real. When things get really difficult, I know you'll hand me the last piece of grass in the desert even when you're hungry to death. Even the last drop of coconut water. Without even hesitating because that's how beautiful you are inside.
You da realest, ccb.
To Melina,
You grew up to be such an independent and determined woman in such a short time and for that I will never fail to be amazed at how things are progressing for you. I hope you always, always get enough sleep because you need sleep AND because you deserve all the good things after every hardship you've struggled through. Some things we just never understand about why and how people are what they come to be, but somehow I know one day if there's ever anything that I'll be sure of, it's you being there for each and every one of us, despite everything. Like you always have.
I love you both, always.
Photo credits to Benitta and Pamela
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